Links.

You like hitting BUTTONS?!

Notably, also on YellowTealPurple, here and there. Figuring IRC shit out too, will update as I go.Giant image below will take you to my folio which has even MORE buttons to hit. So exciting!

Regarding that,

My discord handle is "scph5501".

I'm okay with meeting new people so you're free to just hit me up about whatever. Noting that my layout changes often cause I'm crazy.

Hi.

collectively, we go by

Asterisk, or Nuke.

additionally,

  • Aster DX we use a lot on websites.

  • Astroblur or Astro are canon, hopefully that's Blatant by now.

But, I'm two, collectively: Hádron and Fenris. To a degree we're separate people sharing the same body, but we're definitely two parts of the same whole.

it/its/itself preferred but anything works, really.

  • Hádron is pretty upbeat, bombastic & spontaneous, but can definitely also be pretty nuanced & rather solemn.

  • Fenris is pretty downbeat, poignant & articulate, but can definitely also be pretty positive & rather fun-loving.

Born on June 15, 2000, body is 24 (age never forgotten, hah.)We're collectively also married!

Moodboard time!

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Lot to me overall as a late millennial but I think the big huge obvious thing is that I cater to 1990s & 2000s-era aesthetics, pretty predominantly, above other ones I find fascinating.

Here's additional shit I like aesthetically that I talk about less but still take interest in, some way more than others:

  • 5th (think PS1.) & 6th-gen (think PS2, XBOX, GameCube) video games. (Cartoony or stylized shit, PLEASe.)

  • Urban aesthetics.

  • RETRO BLACK AMERICAN CULTURE SHIT!!!

  • Raver shit.

  • 60s & 70-era Sci-Fi Artwork

  • Retro space-nerd stuff I think generally speaking.

  • (unnamed combination of modern-day anime artwork & abstract expressionism and/or psychedelic sensibilities.)

  • [adult swim] & oldschool Toonami.

  • Weirdcore (Pretty complex reasoning with this one)

  • '80s thru '00s era anime aesthetics, broadly speaking.

  • '00s era American & Canadian cartoons with the thick outlines and shit, ohhh my God.

  • J-RPGs when the setting's more modern or incorporates Sci-Fi elements. (5th & 6th gen, mostly.)

  • Hard to describe this clearly probably, but when cartoon-y shit is like applied to the context of like '00s era hip-hop shit I go CRAZY.

  • Actually, urban like big-city vibes generally but within less...realistic contexts? (Cartoon Network's CN City bumpers come to mind.)

  • Anything that reminds me of Sonic the Hedgehog (from 1992 to 2006)

Continuing!

  • I'm definitely Psychosis-spec. Schizoaffective, Bipolar subtype. I talk about it a lot, as well as my general struggles with mental health pretty openly, so I don't mind clarifying anything about it.

  • I'm African-American. CREOLE, TOO!

  • I'm (noticeably) developmentally stunted. There's Autism genealogy in there, maybe (I can't tell if I have it or not at this point) but additionally Reactive-attachment disorder. I'm open about it all, I don't feel like I want to hide that anymore.

  • Gay ass balls. Goddamn fuck ass shit (Clearly pan, but I prefer mascs. Until I don't? Don't worry about it.)

Being more actually private about my life as I progress into my adult years, but I consider this really important to note–I'm a recovering cult survivor.The high-control group in question is actually, very notably a pretty rare one to just find ex-members from, let alone ones who talk as openly about their experiences within it (especially probably from the angle of being indoctrinated in it as a kid, straight up) as I've gone on record doing with the years. I don't ever plan on silencing myself over this. It's important I speak up about it especially considering nobody ... really has, like I have.It's only really been over a year (as of typing this) since I got out of the...unstable house I grew up in, I have a ways to go regarding getting it all together.

Kind of related considering this ties to how my brain works-I, am also going to put this here for fun.

That's a lot about me, but it's not everything. You're free to talk to me about the other shit I'm, less (I guess) willing to throw on a Carrd page if you message or @ me wherever you can I guess. I don't bite.

Regarding the hobbies.

I'm a multi-media visual artist of...sorts!

&

I'm an indie electronic music producer!

I have been doing this shit for 12 years, as of typing.

Started out, twelve years old on the computer both wanting to make EDM shit inspired by deadmau5, and wanting to do like...YouTube channel graphics and covers for dubstep producers. Got cracking with both the GFX shit and the music shit.Sucked ass at it! But then I just persisted and now, uh. Yeah, it all speaks for itself.I upload mostly to my SoundCloud page these days, but my Bandcamp page is relevant also. Art-wise uh. Well I put my portfolio up there, now didn't I!

3-way path, here.

A bunch of games I like!

Noting I do not really game often, but uh. I guess I do have a pretty defined taste in...stuff,...you might be able to get an idea of the kind of video games I enjoy (typically) based on the list alone, if you're familiar with enough of them.Generally, it's either indies or older games (4th thru 6th generations) that I cater towards. I'm willing to give a lot of things a chance, I think.I'll make a Backloggd account eventually, but in the meantime my Steam page is relevant, I think.

I've heard over 2,000 albums.
here's, 64 i identify with.

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Over the course of a long-ass time I've spent listening to music, I've definitely found out I'm into quite a lot of shit. Mostly, just a lot of electronic shit (either dance-y or...whatever the fuck, honestly), guitar shit (mostly metal, but also rock stuff), or hip-hop shit (genuinely, all kinds of stuff in this department.)Recommending me genuinely whatever, is encouraged. Doesn't have to align with anything on the chart, I can likely find something to appreciate from it regardless of even if I fuck with it or not. Like, seriously. I'm open minded.

Stuff I like to watch!

It's...mostly cartoons...

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This part's kind of pretty lengthy at least in the text portion much as I only have one chart to show.Genre-wise, it's pretty concise, I feel.

  • Anything action-oriented is my bread & butter.

  • Comedies (absurdist, or surrealist generally)

  • Horror-shit. (Psychological, mostly. I'm kind of squeamish and violence doesn't really scare me generally like that at all, I just think it's fucking disgusting!)

As I directly state in the very small text above the page title, I'm ...mostly into cartoons. American & Canadian TV productions & indies, or Japanese TV productions, predominantly. I do like live action shit additionally but I definitely do not incline toward that like I do with cartoon stuff.Film-wise...I've seen a more diverse category of flicks than TV shows, but I'm not really as into that as I am into TV stuff. Regarding genre though-it's I feel a lot easier for me to get ahold of and digest many different types of film than it is for TV shows?... Sort of.Regarding recommending me stuff to watch, I'm open-minded to genuinely anything regarding movies to look at, but regarding TV shows, I think it's best to take into consideration my biases when trying to put me onto shit, but you're still free to talk to me about whatever you want me to get into. Really, just go for anything, I guess.I will definitely say please push more anime shit my way generally, because as much as that type of stuff has genuinely been in my life for all of it, I somehow haven't really completed a lot of series yet, proper. (Same kind of goes for most western animation I like too, though...)

There's actually more, regarding stuff I watch, too!

YouTube shit I like to watch!

There'll be a chart here eventually.

This part is somehow less lengthy, I feel, than the last page before this, but the different types of YT stuff I watch feels way more diverse.

  • Long-plays or Silent let's plays of obscurer 5th-gen or 6th-gen video games

  • Recommendation-y longform videos regarding TV, film & whatever else to watch. Anime & horror film related videos of this nature are especially appreciated.

  • Documentaries about video game-related history...stuff.

  • Indie animation (any genre, idgaf)

  • "Analog" and "Digital Horror" (I'm very picky about both.)

  • Music production-related videos

  • Consumer electronics-related videos (so, tech shit. Product overviews of old stuff, new stuff, tutorials and tips and shit, whatever. Anything goes, pretty much.)

  • Specifically, male V-Tubers doing literally anything. Because I'm normal.

  • Even more specifically: If you can find literally any YouTube channel that matches the aura/vibe of Super Best Friends Play regarding how they joke (don't worry too hard about this aspect), and what they play and commentate over (this is actually extremely important), I will owe you my life. I am so fucking serious.

As I state...pretty DIRECTLY with the other media-related pages anything goes regarding what to recommend me watch. Not sure what else to say in this regard, it's as simple as that.